hallelujah

I have been a little nervous about writing on here for a while. That’s because I am pregnant again. And not “only just” but today I scheduled my c-section for July 15th.

I was nervous because I don’t want to drive anyone away who came looking for some comfort and reassurance during their time of grief. I know how much it hurts to hear that someone else is having a baby when yours was taken away. It stings and seems unfair. Even though you are happy sometimes you secretly want to slap them. (What? You know it’s true. I just said it out loud.) [Read more…]