6 months ago

6 months ago today my life changed forever. 6 months ago tomorrow I did the second hardest thing I’ve ever done. 6 months from next week I did the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

It isn’t any easier. I don’t feel any better. I am still angry, hurt, confused and tired. The nightmares have stopped at least. I am still asking why. I still look at his pictures. I still weep. I still ache. I still don’t understand.

Still, still, still, still… I still wish we could have kept him.

I love you, Felix.

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